Blogger, my friend.

Woah. The whole Blogger did improve and yes, very unfortunately, just after I left. Haha. So why am I here? Why am I making a post here rather than in my supposedly new blog? Well, imma blog personal:

Yesternight, instead of finishing Mockingjay (oh yeah, the last book in the series of Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins) I suddenly thought of reading my blogger account (this) and relive the moments when this blog used to be my bestfriend. (Awww.)

And guess what, I was reading for like two hours. I don't know why but I still feel that I could always impart here the real me (which I believe would take long for my tumblr to reach) Well, ever since I created this, my aim was really to inspire others by sharing what my day in details. As for tumblr, the reason was actually to earn through blogging. After reading posts from here last night, I was thinking of what if I continued writing here from personal point of view and just set tumblr for the earning part. Then I realize that it wasn't really necessary because I do not have that much followers. HAHA.

But you know, I can never really throw away the 6 years of stories I have imparted with this blog. That's why I do not even delete it. I had the theme customized before finally deciding to abandon it. Its like a journal in the thrash bin, really. And I can't help but save it from there and whisk the dust out of it. Despite the gapped posts that finally went to once-a-month posts, this blog has still the same enchantment of like the fragrant smell of a parchment, still wanting you to pick up the pen, and feel its surface, again and again.

So thank you Blogger. For always reminding me I had good days, despite those days that were never written, I will forever thought of you as my savior of my adolescence.

Whenever I do jot down my thoughts here, it still feels like I am writing on a personal diary. Just me. No pretending. No sounding like I am some kind of a blogger celebrity. No traces of adulthood. Just the kid in me. Just me.

And you know, that's the part I do and will forever miss.

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Someday I know I would be grateful for blog...and I know someday I would also regret how I never detailed the latest days. April 2010

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I now blog at: http://rehinagrasia.tumblr.com


And no, this will not be updated if you are thinking that was what I have come to realize. I just missed this blog and all those days we've shared. So maybe I might start doing the same thing with tumblr.

So the move began.

Hi guys. I moved to the new:

rehinagrasia.tumblr.com.

It was all set, I believe. My old tumblr account now has a domain of rehinagrasia-reblogs.tumblr.com. First one is a personal blog. And the other is more of a reblog from other tumblr users :) I chose tumblr (although I hoped I chose wordpress now since wordpress coders are very much in demand on online jobs ;_; lulz ) so that I can track followers. Haha. Arte lang. And so that I could easily reblog cute stuffs in there when I do not have something in mind.

Anyhoo, I hope you both follow it. Thanks! :D

My Grad Video Blog! :)

Finally, after having a lot of troubles uploading this video on Youtube, tadaaa! Here's something to sum up everything since March! Haha. Our school days have been really irregular since February so I didn't have time to spill what we were really doing. Plus, this blog had been inactive lately, really.

The 12-minute video starts from our 1st day practice up to the grad day itself :) I wished to had our CS Night recorded, but being the busy girl and 'aligaga' that night, I forgot the presence of my camera. Well, here's something to update my blog...aaand something to remind me of my college days! :)

Errr...there have been FAIL scenes. Like the shaky parts. HAHA. Sarreh. :D

Congratulations everyone!

• Thanks to my parents. Without them, I have never been to college nor a mere student.
• Thanks to my friends and classmates and inspirations! I will surely miss you! No words can explain how much I am thankful to meet all of you.
• My org mates in my 3 orgs! I would miss leading and being led by a group of fellow brethrens everyday :)
• Thank you school uniform and ID for reminding me that I have been to college. :)
• My dorm days are really over :( Thanks for teaching me to live independently.
• Thank you Central Temple for being the sole place I ran to during sad times. I will surely miss dropping by. :')
• Thank you to all my mentors (ministers and school officials) for being, well, a mentor. Hehe.
• And thank you to my professors who have been with me on my 4-year journey :) Unlimited thank you's are not enough to express my gratitude to all of you.

Glory be to God!

Now its time to do some 'work'.

P.S. Planning to move over WordPresszzzz. *thinks*

When today I should be blogging the most...

Hi blog. Yes, I skipped days and weeks again before opening you. Nakakamiss yung halos everyday updated ka :| Kung kelan dapat ako nagbblog and nagttake down ng memories saka ako nagiging busy hindi kita ma-open. :(

Well, here's an update. Im graduating na. More or less one month na lang. Im not assuming anymore. Pag umuuwi nga ko galing school, lagi kong iniisip na FOUR YEARS na yon. As in 4 YEARS na pala. Napakadaming nangyari. Ups and down. Happy and sad. As in lahat ganun lang kabilis. Minsan napapa-emo na nga ako eh. Lahat ng ginagawa ko ngayon mamimiss ko. Counted na lang kaya ung mga ginagawa ko as a student. Sooner, working world na.

Ikaw, 6 years ka na. Haha. Ganun ka na katagal. At napakarami mo na ding alam. I always say na ikaw ang makakapagpaalala ng maraming bagay sakin. :') Lalo nung 2ndyear College ako na pinaka-happiest moment ng buhay ko.

Nervous lang siguro ako now kasi Im ending a chapter of my life. Lagi akong napapaisip. As in simula kabataan ko naiisip ko... kung pano ko tignan yung mga taong nagwowork. Ngayon, malapit na ko maging isa sa kanila. And siyempre, lahat ng petix mode, iiwan ko na. Because I have to make a living to live. Ewan ko. haha. I am even making this post more on tagalog kasi iba talaga pakiramdam ko.

I matured so much. Minsan, I read my archives and never thought I thought that way. Malapit na matapos ang buhay teenager (although in mg age it ended already months ago). I mean, yung perception ko dapat maiba na. Ngayon pa lang grabe nae-emo na ko.

Ayoko iwan yung buhay studyante ko. Feeling ko di pa ko ready. :'( Madami pa ko gustong patunayan. Madami pa kong gustong gawin.

On the other side, gusto ko na din naman maexperience ang working world.

Argh. Plus heart issues ba kamo? Nakakatamad na lang main-lab eh. Pano, kung ganito kagulo sitwasyon sino pa ba magttyaga sa ganito? Magulo. Kanya kanya ding buhay. Saka na lang tong part na to pag sigurado na kong ayos na ko sa sarili ko. Hindi yung pinagpipilitan natin na wala naman sa tamang panahon (tomo xD ). Pero ciempre, I will always look forward to that day when I will meet my other half. Yun na ung susunod sa chapter ng buhay ko kasabay ang working world.

Sana lang talaga, that time, OK na lahat.

Goodnight. <3

Oh Blog My dear.... :'(

Hi blog. Its been again, as usual, a while since my last post. :( After updating you, I began abandoning you (almost) again. And here I am, at my depressed state and I come to no one and shed tears but to you.

Anyway, there have been some pretty stuffs lately. And hey, in case you didn't notice, you're turning 5 on 17 :'). Its already 2011 and yes, I missed telling you my 20th bday, my PNK Pasalamat, my Globe Internship, my 4th Year 1st sem hiatus, my on-the-spot Tswift Syndrome, my holidays and new yr. :|

Sorry dear. But as you know, since my students days are almost over in a past few months, I am really looking forward that before 2012 I would land on a decent job and by my 21st bday I would have my own earnings. I look much this year. Because as you do not really know, my 2010 was tragic. And all stuffs that had happened that year were all kept secret. So if you're wondering why my posts aren't so much last year, that's why. I was sad dear. I was really really sad :(

Tonight I just want to blurt it all out to you as I confide to no one but to God and you. (Great, that rhymes. hehe. ) It just breaks my heart whenever I think about all of the stuff and time that just slipped off me. I always ask myself, "Was there something really wrong?". I do not know how to deal already. It was as if I did not prepare for this.

Tonight, like I to you, I was abandoned by the love of my life. The love of my 3 years. The love of my heart. My first love. And just like that he returned to my bare hands my heart, shattered and broken, aided by bandages of our love affair I do not know if I still want to treasure. :'( Every night he doesn't know I pray that one day he'll realize I could have been the girl, the girl he would want to be with forever. Treating him as my prince wasn't a love story, but a tragic affair.

And I felt like just writing everything and everything so I would not be reminded of the 365th, my sleepless night where in contrast he would soundly sleep, my puffy red eyes in the morning, monthsaries not shared and splits, special occasions not remembered, dates arguing... everything bad.

I only want to remember everything nice. Those nice afternoon panata days, the late-night walks and meet-ups, morning shuttle ride and innocent smiles. I want him to be remembered as the man of the future who had treated me a ride with his white horse and not the prince who left me bitterly in the forsaken fortress far far away....

To YOU who made everything I AM TODAY..... I will show you my heart one day, fragile again, like it used to be when you first caressed it. :'(

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