Adik tong blogger sa Mac. Haha. Walang autocolor tuloy ung title ko. Anyway, its already 11:11 pm at my laptop clock. Yes. Adiksyon lang pare I wanna update. Ang saya ko naman. Haha. Grabe, ang boring dito sa bahay pero oks lang puro eat up eat up. Haha. Nakakataba. Im re-gaining my weight na. Ayos. :) Haha. Im typing too fast kasi baka bumaba si Mother dito sa living room and check up on me. Haha. Its getting late naiwan niya lang tong laptop na naka-inet so I surfed. Amputik hindi pa kasi ako inaantok. Me and my sisters watched a DVD film entitled At First Sight and after that I slept till 5pm and when I woke up, gumayak na ko for church service. Aion. Went home by 9:30 dahil sa pulong... Im about to go to my room na rin. Haha. Naririnig ko footsteps ni Mother. :D

Aiun. And we're going back to Cebu for our May vacation. Hilton hotel daw. Amp. Ayoko na bumalik dun kaso ayaw naman nila sa Bora. Grr. Oh, and I'll miss updating dahil we have a 1month vacation in Laguna. That's sad. Aw.

By WEDNESDAY, babalik na ko sa ERA!!! Woohoo. Well, just to get my grades. Haha, di para magenroll for summer noh! :) Aion. Namiss ko school eh... kaso baka wala ng BEM guys nun kasi 31 last day nila. Aw... Beri bad.

Kei na :>

Byers. :>

And nighters. haha. :>

yeah. :D

Wah. Can't believe talaga. Ok. I know I must relax. *breathes deeply.* Ok. This is not supposed to be my topic for today. But I feel the need to type this here. haha. Because I know sooner or later Kath will be visiting here and she needs to know this. Yeah. Haha. Ok. I do not really know how and where should I start the story. Ok. So I was about to take a bath kanina but I decided to eat first. While eating, I turned on our TV and since all the programs on cable channels are boring, I decided to tune in to Chronicles, a NET25 production but I saw it in Gem Net. Then, when they had a break, there was a music video, where the song was entitled Church of Christ. I read on the singers' name Andrey Silva. I paused for a while. "Silva...Silva. I know someone who had Silva as surname." I looked at the singer. It took time for the surname to sink in my mind. And then I said "Oh, he looks like him." But the video was shot in CA. So Im sure it wasn't him because the one I know is studying in New Era. Yeah. He's a BEM. "Ok, well maybe he was his brother. I'll check him on friendster." I thought. Right after I took a bath, I checked it again. And suddenly, an Andrey Silva appears. I was like "Oh my gosh...hindi pedi..." There. And nagtugma lahat ng pics! Wahaha. Astig. It was him! HIM him him!!! The super mabait and kulit BEM me and Kath knows. Haha. He was a member of the band 6th day, who are actually famous in CA. :> Galeeng! :)

So there, hmm. Anyway, I took my blog leave without telling my blog. Haha. Last week, me and my family had a 3day vacation at San Isidro, Poblacion Nueva Ecija. Where my Tito was based as a church worker. They had their swimming. I had a girl thing. Okei...nuff said. See the pics. Complete list on my multiply http://rehinagasia.multiply.com/. Hover on pics to see captions. :D

Sisterhood vanity. :> :D :)




So...ayan. Ok. Wala na kong magawa. im so bored I kept on making kalikot the adobe. haha. gagawan ko pa pala si Era ng layout. yeah. I wanna be busy. Haist. Oh, and are you watching PBB??? Lintek na yan ka-epalan un ginagamit pa La Salle-Ateneo rivalry to get higher ratings. Tapos edi diba tinanong sila ni Big Brother kung anu raw masasabi ni Mr. Ateneo sa mga taga-La Salle. Ang sagot ba naman, something like this "Sabi ng marami, puro La Salle ang nagpapatakbo ng company...pero ang truth dun, Ateneo naman talaga ang may-ari ng mga company na un. Mga La Salle lang nagpapatakbo. " Ok. So, naghahamon ka talaga? Sana alam mo nasa TV ka db, at maraming La Sallista ang nanunuod sayo, including the alumni! Wasak. Wagi ka jan. Buti pa si Mr. La Salle napaka-low profile. Wala naman daw sa kanya un eh anu nga naman kasi kung Ateneo may-ari??? For fame??? Tsaka sinabi nia rin na ip-prove nia na HINDI LANG CONIO ang mga taga-La Salle. Yeah. Sorry na. These are just my perceptions although at times bias din ako. Haha. :) Ona ona. Sorry na. Bad talaga. Onah nga, in fairness gwapo si Robi Domingo. Argh. Nakakainis. :)

Yeah. Ang init grabe. Im in my laptop at feeling ko nago-overheat na ung laptop ko. Deym. Haha. Anyway, since its vacation na, tinatamad na naman ako. I want to take summer workshops pero ayaw nila mama eh. Wala naman daw time ngayon dahil we'll be having our 1month vacation in Laguna. Actually, since sunday, andito lang ako sa bahay, tulalizing and kept on checking my cyberspace accounts. Boring. I missed being busy with school works pero Im happy na rin wala na un. 

Im currently reading books again. Yeah. :) I stopped that hobby when I was super busy with the research works. Although I wanted to squeeze in that hobby of mine, I can't because I have to read larger books and articles regarding our research. So there. Ngayon, Im continuing my Philo Adviser's book entitled LIFE's GREATEST DIMENSIONS (CHRISTOPHER FIGUEROA). I've started a few pages already. It was more of a self-enhancement book, like THE SECRET of Rhoda Byrne. But I haven't even finished THE SECRET so I guess I'll read that muna. Then hopefully by next month, I would be able to start reading the Potter Book 6. Yey. :D

Hmm... Im missing my school. And may panata days. And may salisi moments. Yeah. Nalilito pa rin ako whether I will pursue my dream of becoming a UP student or just continue and improve my studies in Era to continue being on the dean's list. I do not know really. 

Anyway, lately, I recalled some funny moments from my freshie days, during second semester. haha. I never thought it would be this fun to recall those moments. Haha. 

Sign of disrespect pare. :D

Yeah. :> 

Mahalagang Importante: Huwag Tularan. :P

- there was a part in my Philo final exam that the class wasn't able to review. Ibang reference kasi ung ginamit eh. There was a type of test wherein you would write the different symbols for and, or, and if and only if. I really do not know what to write so what I did was, I drew emoticons, and the last emoticon was like this: *_*

- my group mates were reporting for our Filipino subject. Eh since super init nung ulo ng prof namin na babae, she gave us a C- grade for the incomplete written report but she allowed us to continue the oral report. Eh sinabi nia "Malayang, anu ba tong written report nio,bakit kulang? Nasan na ba next group? Next group!" So I removed my USB on my c-m8s laptop. And I told the other group na sila na magrereport even though we're not finished yet. And my prof??? "MALAYANG! Kanina ka pa nagkakalikot ng laptop jan, ituloy mo ang report mo!" Amputik. Anu raw daw??? 

- the same scene. My Filipino Adviser was looking for the outline of the report. Eh ung unang 2 groups na nagreport walang outline so nagulat kami bakit kami hinihingan ng outline. I told her, "Mam, sorry di na print. Pero meron po talaga. " (actually, wala. :) The next group, who copied our written report format, didn't have their outline too. Hindi na kumita at bumenta ung sagot na "Mam, di po naprint." Hehe. Lalo kaming pinagalitan.

- the same scene. Haha. My teacher in filipino was really mad na talaga she was like bursting into flames already. She was like "Malayang, asan na yung katuloy ng report nio???" and I whispered "Amputik naman eh noh, sabi mo next group na tas hinahanapan mo pa kami..." as I put my USB back to the laptop. And she was like "Anong sinasabi mo??? May sinasabi ka???" And I POLITELY answered "Wala po mam!" :) And the class laughed silently. Yeah. :D

- I raised my hand and asked a q uestion to my English Prof regarding our research paper. Era and Lota was in front of me. (Lota was my super duper kulit classmate. :) I was asking "Sir, where should we write the frequency and rank of our survey if we are going to use that format for tables?" then out of nowhere, Lota made singit "in my palm!" and Era and Lota laughed. I laughed tuloy. And my prof laughed too. Haha. And he told me "why are we laughing???" :>

- The next meeting my English prof asked me. "What are you asking me last time, last time we laughed?" Hehe. He remembered.

- My prof in English was like making english carabao. But he was a great teacher, and a great english speaker. Just to make things fun, sometimes he would blurt out some things like "Please write this in one whole sheet of paper POH!" and his common catch phrase "Ah...beri bad!" with matching hampas ng libro and tables pa yan. Hehe.

- One time, when I had our final draft printed, I lost a lot of money since the printing wasn't included in my budget. What I did was to print just samples of our chapter 4 so I could show him how we did the tables and graph. I wasn't able to print the chapter 5 and the curriculum vitae. I told him, while he gazes at our work, "Sir Im very sorry. This is our final draft. It is not complete yet because we didn't have enough budget for printing the other pages. I was gonna...." and when I  thought he wasn't listening he blurted "Ah....beri poor!" Haha. But at least he checked it, and gave us a FLAT ONE in our final research.

Haha. There are some other things pa pero ang init na talaga eh. I want to take a bath na. Till next time?? :) But when will be the next time, eh tomorrow we'll be leaving for Nueva Ecija. Hays. Basta...I'll update. :)

Wee... :)

Aw, I missed MMaB. :(

Sayang. pero happy naman. :D :>

I had my NSTP graduation today. Boring. And hot. I wished I never attended the program. I do not even know why I attended at the first place. Why the hell naman kasi graduation for NSTP is needed???

Anyway, Im somehow thankful because without that, I wouldn't know how my last day would end..kagaya na lang last Thursday. Actually, when I got home kanina, I am super sad. Although I looked ok, something inside is aching. Aw. Beri bad. I am not aware for today's event.. that I am already leaving my first college buddies behind, and I am about to enter another new world. I know it is not yet sure but I have a strong feeling it would happen. Hays.

I do not know what to feel kanina. I was excited. I was having fun. But later on, I felt tired. And I asked myself, why am I doing this? It is not even included on my to-do list. It was supposed to be just one of the hundred conditions for a friend's sake, and a presumed output for trying to perch my mind's attention to other stuffs. Hell. I never thought it would be this hard when it hits you.

Saw my classmates. But I felt like I was an invisible young maiden trying to catch their awareness. I did not see all of them so I was not able to say my good byes. I forgot my gifts for my kolehiyala buddies. I had an ordinary day. The usual day like when I was an alien before in that particular place. So there, though everything went well naman.

I saw MMaB. Well, many times, I guess. I could not actually count it off. And, yes, he was super puti. Haha. Exagge. I told my friend Era that we should be able to get his pic na for today, yeah. That was our goal. Unfortunately, that plan of ours crashed so fast, faster than the blink of our eyes, like a building being crashed after an explosion. Yehes. Era was able to take a pic of him, while he was actually carrying chairs to be used for graduation, pero gumalaw cia. And Era accidentally erased it.

Talk about lucky times pare. Next, ako na kumuha. Puro likod. Ona, crush ko ung likod eh. (Anu raw daw?:) No, because he was in a platoon. And we we'e sitting behind them. Yeah. So close. After ROTC ceremony was CWTS and LTS program. Ok, binuhat nila ung tent dun sa min pero nagalinlangan ako kumuha ng pic. Bakit ho? Kasi nakakahiya. Yes, shyness prevailed! Let us all smile! For my stupidity. Shitness. All hail me.

Ok, so I thought they would watch our program too, kaso, ung corps commander ng ROTC sabi LAHAT NG ROTC MAUPO NA KAYO. LAHAT NG ROTC EXCEPT UNG MGA BEM. Ok, so what do you expect? Aalis sila? Malamang eh ang init din dun. Haist. Then I thought we would be able to catch him after the program pero hindi na. Dahil may klase pa sila.

Eto pa,last week, for one whole week nakita ko si MMaB diba. This week, I have not seen him since I had a different schedule for exams. Last Tuesday, I saw all his classmates again. I changed my money to chits. And bought a chocolate. When I would change my money to chit again, they passed already. Aw.

Then, Thursday, after lunch, I came back to school because I had a problem with my clearance in NSTP. When I went out the NSTP office, I met all MMaB's classmates. Lahat. As in. So my classmate Era told me that let us just wait baka dumaan pa si MMaB, but I really need to go to my facilitator. So un, I knew he would pass but I wasn't able to get a glimpse of him.

I was crestfallen with the thought that this could be the LAST POSSIBLE SALISI moment with MMaB. It was all worth my stay though it is very hard to imagine that perhaps, these rants should just be added in a small part of my mind, which I call reminiscences.

-a poem entitled 08012007, written by me.

I was reviewing my archives here in my blog 3 times already. I was trying to find whether I was able to type down how I knew MMaB. But I failed. How I wished I typed down all my experiences as a freshie but I was so damn busy. I forgot to tell my blog how I saw him first in ROTC, how he was super walking so fast because he was late.. very bad talaga. Now all my stories regarding him just started in January. Tsk tsk tsk. No enough remembrance. :(

Oh stop the drama grasia. That is toooooooo much. :*

Actually, that's not supposed to be my title. I've been thinking several titles lately before I type my thoughts but I couldn't finalize it until I remember having my diary. So why not Dear blog? :D

Oh yes. Definitely. I had a good day today. Although I can feel my throat aching because of too much screaming in Tagis-Lakas. The reason behind my late arrival at home. Anyway, since Im not bangag, haha, I want to put my story into sequence.

We had Math quiz in the morning. Although I wasn't able to make good solutions, my classmates helped me naman with the problem. It was tiring. Draining your mind from morning is just too tiring. Also, that was our last meeting for Mam Q. Hopefully, I wouldn't be under her again. Her approach is very difficult for us CS students. Its like she's making us engineers. Haha. We're not engineers, we're just programmers! Anyway, that last meeting was fun. She bid us good bye and said she would miss our section. Aw...

I slept by 10:30 last night, and I woke up by 2:15 am just to review for the MQB. MQB is our Modified Quiz Bee in Philo where everyone in the class would buy something useful and contribute it to our prof's "treasure table". After the MQB, whoever gets the highest score, will get all the stuffs in our prof's "treasure table". It was quite nice. haha. And challenging. Imagine me studying so hard for it. I did not won. Although I included it in my panata, I guess the winners just remembered a little more info regarding our quiz, which I forgot. Anyway, I felt so happy because it was fun seeing the winners getting all the stuff in the "treasure table". :D We also had our last meeting in Philo. Sir Figueroa turned out to be very dramatic, but he was very very touching. His prayer for us was composed of inspiring words, I almost cried. I will never forget him.

We were supposed to have our final exam in PE, too. Haha. Funny because our prof was the emcee of the cheering competition. She was very busy and didn't give us final exam which was a YAHOO!!! Haha. But she required us to watch the games and the cheer dances.

When we went to the gym, there was still a volley ball game which was the CET(college of engineering and technology) vs CEM(college of evangelical ministry) game. Grabe, even in the v-ball game, these 2 colleges are real hot rivals. Antindi talaga. Haha. I enjoyed the game. And as the usual, I was biased. But later on I gave my support to CEM. Sohorei. Bakaw naman na college namin, hinakot na ata lahat ng game sa Tagis. :D Yeah,CEM won. :) After that was the cheer dance, where the CON (college of nursing) won.

Oh, during the CET vs CEM v-ball game pala, I had a lot of fun cheering. Ang gulu-gulo namin. Haha. Isa kasi ung crush ni Kath na si de Silva super gulo. Haha. Lahat na ata ng childhood acts ginawa na makapag-cheer lang. Isipin mong ung banner ng CEM v-ball team ginawang bib??? At ginawa pang bahag! Lakas tama. Haha. Even the guys in our back who were Pro-CET was super gulo they were holding empty bottles of C2 and they kept on bashing it with another bottle. And they were like side-commenting on our back like:

me and my c-m8s: C-E-M!!!
the guys(shouting): weak!
me and my c-m8s: C-E-M!!!
the guys(shouting): weak!
*when a sudden stop occurs*
the guys(shouting): Ba't kayo tumahimik! Ang ingay ninyo kanina, wala ka namang kilig! (ahaha, anu raw daw?)

me and my c-m8s: Go C-E-M!!!
the guys(shouting): Wag ka nang tumira, malaki ka lang, wala ka namang kilig!
me and my c-m8s: Go C-E-M!!!
the guys(shouting): Dinaan mo lang sa laki, nasobrahan ka lang sa muscle, wala ka namang kilig! (I dunno whom these guys were referring to...silly.:)

emcee: ...another mythical 6 comes from College of Evangelical Ministry...
the guys(shouting): Anu daw, galing sa College of Evangelical Chemistry!!!

emcee: ...and the championship award goes to College of Evangelical Ministry...
the guys(shouting): Botany naman!!!

Funny how these guys I do not know made me laugh so hard on my seat. Haha. Astig. After that, me and Era went out for lunch to eat and had our FIL research work bind. We went back to watch the Mr. and Ms. Tagis Lakas but Era had to make a narrative report so I went alone. Isa pang makulit ung contest na un. Haha. Di ko akalain ieenjoy ko. Nakita ko ung crush namin ni Era na chinits (anak ng pangangasiwa daw) na kamuka ni Gian sa Goong. Yeah. Astig ung mukha nia Koreano. Haha. He was from CBEA (College of Business Education & Administration). And ung partner nia, na girl, amputik mag-model, SIDE STEPPING pare! Haha. Then the CET contestant na guy, aw... ang gwapo nia grabe. Iba ung mukha nia eh, masyado siyang ma-appeal. Haha. Esp. sa Sportswear! Woohoo. Haha Then Era came na rin b4 the awarding of Mr and Ms. Aion. Nakipagsiksikan siya sa mga hopeful girls na makapagpa-pic dun sa model ng Eaji na lalaki (forgot his name). Hehe.After that was CEM vs CLST (caregivers) B-ball game.

Si CBEA na chinits and his partner na side stepping pero cute! :D

Si CET gwapo! Haha. :>

CEM vs CLST (caregivers) B-ball game.

Aww..ESTRELLA #5!!!, harap naman jan :D


CEM won! :D


But even though I wanted to watch, I told Era I had to go for my panata. And since I still wanted to watch, sabi ko babalik kami. Also, championship ng CET and CBEA. Need support na and college namin! Haha. So we went to my panata. Dyahe I had to change skirt pa. And I saw MMaB ♥. Kahit di nia ko nakita,Yihee pa rin, kilig naman ako kasi for 1 whole week nakita ko siya. :)

Then we went back to school at around 5 na. Bought some donuts to eat and went to gym again. Wah. Super dami nang tao Era and I were making singit with the crowd already. Buti na lang, our classmates reserved us seats. Aion. Naligaw pa si Era sa dami ng tao! Haha. So there, I was squeezing in myself with the people and to my surprise, to my VERY VERY surprise, haha, I almost bumped with MMaB ♥!!! Haha. I was like "excuse me, excuse me" and then he popped out of nowhere! Haha. Wa poise pare! Actually both of us, wa poise. Ciempre ako, I was excited for the game and I was like sneaking in sa crowd. Haha. Siya naman, super tagaktak ang pawis, pano naka-barong pa nung nagpunta ng gym. Tsk. Some of his classmates were still wearing barong but others changed in their dorm already. Eh si MMaB ♥, he went alone ata. Haha. 1st time ko cia nakita sa gym. Aw. He watched the last quarters of CEM vs CLST and he went out na rin agad. Nakakaawa cia. Aw,when I remember his position (he was standing already on the stairs of the seats, like he was blocking the way, and he keeps on wiping his sweat then girls who wanted to take their seats keep on pushing him kasi nga masikip na). Aion. I never saw him like that. Aw. Sobrang nakakapagod cia tignan. Ehe. I was like 15 persons away lang sa kaniya kaya malapit. Haha. Feeling ko ulit natingin siya sa min. Haha. Hopya. Feeling ko lang un. Ciempre, I know I look familiar sa kanya. Lagi kami nagkikita sa panata eh. Aion. So I watched the game. Sobrang natuwa ako sa game that I was super hyper. Walang MMaB ♥, game kung game! Haha.

I was cheering so loud talaga, let's say, to the highest level. Yeah. I missed UAAP talaga. The game was great, CEM won. :) Tambak kaya. Haha. And funny pa dun, the same people on our back were cheering kaya super nakakatawa talaga until the championship kami ung magkakatabi! Haha. And in fairness, ang galing ni Cabrera!!! haha. Back to back to back to back na TRES! San ka pa? Astig un grabe and si Estrella?? Kawawa kaya kasi he kept on chasing the ball and he kept on trying to shoot it kaso laging may violation. Kaya some of the guys were booing him and laughing at him and shouting "Hanggang BEM ka lang, wag ka na maglaro" or something like "Gwapo ka lang pala eh." Diba? I felt sad for him, hindi naman dahil sa I admire him din, but ciempre diba it can degrade your morale. Everyone was waiting for you to play, tas ganun db, but you know for yourself na kaya mo naman, nawawala ka lang sa diskarte. Aion. Nakakalungkot lang for him. And si Santiago!!! Wah. ang gwapo niya. Too bad he was always substituted. Tsk.

When CEM vs CLST was done, umalis na rin ata si MMaB ♥. Kawawa naman, BEM kasi kaya di masyado sa interaction, tsaka mainit eh. Tsk. And I stayed and the crowd become wilder!!!

Championship na!!!

Haha. The start of CET vs CBEA. Grabe. Everyone released and showed off their banners. Iba iba na. And my classmates had gone wild na din they made banners too. :D





First hoops were made by CET. But at the end of first quarter, lamang ang CBEA with just 1 point ata. Aion. Nakakatuwa ung higher years sa min na super duper ang kulit. Haha. Grabe nga ang asaran sa banner that the emcee had to announce that foul and obscene words on banners are not allowed and should not be showed off. Grabe db? Kaso ung sa CET, mga pang-asar lang. Like ung mga ginawa ng c-m8 ko na pinahawak sa isang mythical ng v-ball from CET (below).

captions:
*on banner*: CBEA, SUKATIN NIO NGA ANG COURT!
while kuya was holding a T-square!!!! Haha. Naka-ilan din cia dito and walang sinasabi CBEA kundi Boo. Haha.

Then, he changed another banner ulit.
*on banner*: CBEA, FIND THE DERIVATIVE OF F(x)= ....

Haha. Inaasar nia pa lahat ng CBEA na kahit pa-isang solve lang. Banat ng CBEA???
*on banner*: CET KELANGAN DIN NG MARKETING!!!

Then another CET students behind us made another banner. Haha. Since most CBEA students are based on 4th floors...
*on banner*: 4TH FLOOR, MAT 0!

CET crowd

CBEA crowd

The hot game. Astig kuha ko dito. :D


Haha. Nakakatawa talaga. Dinaan na lang sa ganito ang pag-cheer. 2nd half was great too. Sobrang close ng laban eh. Kaso, by half time I went home na din coz it was getting late already. I wanted to finish the game but I had to prepare for our Holy Supper tomorrow. Aion. When I went out the gym, wah, andun si Santiago, I wanted to take a pic sana kaso kasi ang dilim na wala naman flash ung cam ko sa phone. Nakaka-BAN trip tuloy. Haha. Pero oks lang coz when I got home, kasabay ko sila maglakad, asa likod ko lang cia. Hehe.

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Sorry it was super long. Haha. I told you it was like a diary entry. Super detailed. Ayan, I typed it last Friday pa but I wasn't able to finish so I typed again yesterday evening but I wasn't able to post it agad since I had a sched with my doctor. Eh sobrang haba ng tulog ko ng afternoon kahapon I woke up around 8pm na. Aion. So I posted this just now. And my classmates texted me na CET daw nanalo sa game. :D

I had my Holy supper yesterday. Grabe. Ang laking tulong ng preparations. Nakakatuwa. :D

Later I will have my review for CS 141 na. Exams na namin tomorrow and nakakainis pa kasi 4:30-6:00 pm pa sched ko. Yeah, pupunta ako sa school ng ganung oras. Un lang din ang exam ko tomorrow. Argh. Aion.

Im having fun making entries these days as you notice. Haha. We're nearing vacation. And SUMMER! woohoo. And im losing tight schedules na kaya yan, puro ako blog entry. And nakakatuwa kasi bumabalik na ulit sa dating sigla at kulay ang aking blog. Naks. :D Before kasi db, dahil super busy Im having a hard time making an entry. Yey!

So there. :)
Complete pics are in my multiply:) Please visit if you're my contact. :D
http://rehinagrasia.multiply.com :)
but not now...katamad mag-upload. hehe. :)

It's really funny how your day starts real good but ends up super terrible. How I wish I never looked on things positively. But how could I attract the power of optimism? Will it be this way or that way? My mind possesses an idea I did not even thought of. How could I change it the other way around? So I am not wasting my time clockwatching every moment, and so I am doing what I want to do, and what I can prove I can do.

Today is shitness. Actually, I do not want to spoil my preparation for our Holy Supper. But you know, evil things are quite revengeful to me. I do not want to hate and loath this day coz this have been a blessing as well. Although some blessings are in a form of other people, and not events in my life, which I wished.

Anyway, I do not want to curse her. She who was a perfectionist but was never perfect. She who always correct other people's mistakes but can never correct hers. She who keeps on telling that she taught the lesson but she actually never discussed it. She who has got mood swings for life. She who tells that there is a wrong prayer. She who judges herself. She who tells she can be saved on Christ's second coming. She who made me look like I am a brainless person. She who was never kind to me. She whom I disgusted since the first meeting. She who wasn't able to accept my efforts. I hate her. And pinapasa-Diyos ko na lang siya. Talaga. May God forgive me. And her. In all our sins.

Sorry, i was just so high blooded kanina I almost cried. Buti na lang Sir Vill's game at least made me feel better. Hays. Talaga naman noh...tsk. Anyway, I will be missing Sir Villanueva. Aw...he had been a funny and great teacher. I will miss all our meetings with him. Hopefully, if I would still study there, he'll still be my Lit teacher. :)

I was happy this morning coz I saw MMaB. You know how he makes my day. :) He's someone I admire, and he's making me happy. Nakakatuwa lang. :D So, kanina nga I saw him. They we're late. All his classmates including him were late. They were running kanina. Every Monday and Wednesday kasi morning sila, 6.30 ang class. Well, that's just my calculations. Hehe. It was like 6.33 in my watch, I saw them got out from a school service, un na ata sinakyan nila dahil matagal ung shuttle. And they were really running. Aw....

And after my Lab, I was supposed to go home, but kath said there was a CEM game. And Yumie reminded me about the meeting for the Sites (the org where I was a part of the officers list). It was 1 o'clock. Sharp. When I got out. I had a little talk with classmates, and I told Yumie that we should search for Sir Vinluan for the documentation of our machine problem. I was walking and there was a big surprise. Saw MMaB &hearts again. I never got that close to him.

He's so gwapo and he's so kinis. :D

Sorry I have to exaggerate that part. :D hihi.

Bear with the happy moment I encounter.
That's just what i want to dream and rewind tonight.

Byers. :D

Hopya Mani Pop-corny. :D

So. What's my story today? Today was a tiring day, again. When did I didn't have a tiring day???

But today wasn't a bore. I had fun actually. Though when my friends left, a sudden change in my mood happened. But, anyway, as i've said, today wasn't a bore so it means I had fun. :D

Hmm...where should I start? Ok, so we had our quiz in math. Integration. Stupid. And we had nothing but discussion in Philo. Boring. Me, Era and Jayjay researched for our filipino report too. We even went to CED lib, where we had a little fun, I guess because Jayjay was super makulet. Aion. Then, I had my lunch all by myself because Era had to get her allowance in Central. Ok, so I ate 1 and a half rice again because I was alone. Argh. Then, I went back to school to watch the CET (college of engineering and technology) VS. CEM (college of evangelical ministry) basketball game. Hindi talaga halatang fan ako ng mga BEM (bachelor of evangelical ministry) noh? Haha. Aion. Actually, this was the first time that I watched the CEM game. I heard kasi may gwapo daw! Joke. Honestly sabi kasi nila marami daw matatangkad then magaling daw and pinagkalat ng mga c-m8s ko talaga ung game na yun so everyone could at least cheer for the CET (where I belong :).

Before nagstart, there was this one BEM player, haha. Sabi nila si Estrella daw, during the previous games, pag cia daw ung humahawak ng bola, marami daw tumitili. Ang gwapo daw. And yes, infairness, gwapo naman talaga cia. Hehe. I saw him kanina and I saw him already during the opening. Aion. And actually, dun pa cia sa tabi namin naupo. Si Kath tuloy and Gelden are making murmurs. Sobrang kinilig. Ako naman, I told them to just get a picture of him,ilan beses na rin kasi nag-excuse me samin gawa ng dun nga cia samin nakaupo. Aba, ang mga babaeng to, ayaw. I was about to make him kalabit na, but he stood up. haha. And when he did, a girl approached him already and everyone in the gym, yes, EVERYONE yelled! After the girl took a pic, the other makulet boys of 4th years, I guess, hugged him and had there picture taken too. And Kath and Gelden as still super kulet they wanted to take pictures but as usual, shyness came first so I make the move. I was like "KUYA, kuya, harap ka naman dito, pa-picture lang." And then Kath, whose camera, wasn't working because of a bit clumsiness, haha, took my cellphone and had Estrella's pic taken. But Kath was super hyper kulit talaga we had to ask him to have a picture taken AGAIN (this time, with kath's cam) nung nakaupo na si Estrella. Haha. Buti he was super cool he kept on smiling. :D Yihee. And this was his pic. hanggwapo. But he didn't play. Sayang. But at least! :P He's 1st year BEM.





So we kept on cheering CET and I was biased because I kept on cheering CEM and CET. Haha. Walang group. Outkast amputik. So there, I was shouting and yelling when CEM made awesome 3points as well as when the CET made a lot of rebound. Haha. And I missed UAAP. Aw. I miss Carlo Balmaceda. (Oh, he updated his multiply na. Yihee. Grab ako. :) Then, i saw a classmate of MMaB, sabi ni Gelden baka nag-cut class daw un kaya wala sila MMaB. Aba, mabait na student. Haha. So kaya wala cia dun sa gym.

Then si Kath, may isang player na gusto. If im not mistaken, he was #38. Aha. Astig noh? Actually, when Kath told me about him, I didn't have any commentary words. Eh kasi parang hindi cia BEM. Oh, you know, when you see BEM people at school, they're really different. They're vainer than girls. Their hair is like being drowned into a bowl of hair gel it doesn't realy move. It is either they are in their white long sleeves or short sleeves. They usually go in groups and they are really serious faced people. They are like hungry for girls but they can handle the temptation. They always carry their black handbags, like they are carrying laptops. They always have their very book, which is the Bible. And they work and study for God. Can you imagine them? Its actually like a big surprise seeing them in the hard court with real sweat in their shoulders and face. And it was hard treating them like ordinary people. Ok, did I exaggerate my definition of the BEM people? Sohorei. Most of them are really handsome, and they are like crashing your whole imaginary world with them when you hear they are BEM people. Aw... its a long story you know and there are a lot of interesting facts why girls in the school treat this question like a curse "Mag-aasawa ka ba ng BEM?". Basta Im telling you these BEM guys are not ordinary people coz they serve for SOMEONE ABOVE. :)

So, where am I? Mahaba toh eh. Sorry lang. I had a good time with my c-m8s kasi. :) So un, eto si number 38. Si Santiago. I never find him that gwapo but when he changed clothes after the game. OMG. Ah, very bad. Haha. He was super duper gwapo. Hehe. He was very mabait. :) Actually, all BEM people are mabait! :)



Some BEM people are sitting at our back kanina so we just can't simply BOO the CEM. Hehe. nakakahiya. But I tried booing them but they were able to make more hoops when I do. So I stopped. And the points went to CET. Haha. So I kept cheering on CET. Here are some of our pics during the game. :D CET won over CEM. Pero sabi nga ni Kat, at least naging instant artista naman ung mga CEM. Ehe. :D


Gelden, Me, Kath






CET


CEM



Then, when they went home na nga, I felt sad. I dunno. I had my panata by 4:30. Wah, and to my surprise, nakasabay ko si Ka Erwin sa bus. Haha. He was the only BEM guy I knew before. Aww... nakakatuwa tuloy. When he asked me, "Last subject mo na ba to?" "Hindi po,kanina pa po dapat akong 10." "Nanuod kang game?" "Opo. Hehe" "Talo kami." "Onga po eh." "Kaya nga hindi ako nanuod." "First time ko lang din po manuod eh." "Wala naman halos magagaling. Larong pangmayaman naman kasi yan." Aion. Tapos inaasar nia ko ung course ko daw db computer science, edi nagsusuper science daw ako. Ehehe. Ang kulit. :D

Then I went to my panata na. I saw MMaB again. Feeling ko, nakita nia ko when I was about to come to the central. Haha. Kasi ako lang ung girl na naglalakad gawa ng labasan ng BEM. Edi ciempre naman halatang halata ako db. Aion. Tapos bigla talaga ciang nagayos ng buhok. He stopped and he did his hair. Tapos, he continued walking. Malayo pa cia nun nung nakita. Anyway, feeling ko lang naman. Hehe. Hindi naman ako ilusyunada masyado. Feeling ko lang yan. Then kasi, when we're getting nearer to each other (pabalik na kasi siya, tapos na panata nia), I saw him really smiled. Iba kaya. (oh,kilig ka naman?) But I looked the other way. Na depress ako pagkatapos ko makausap si Ka Erwin. Haha. Ewan. Basta when I went of the shuttle sad na ko eh. Aion. So parang even though I saw him, wala lang. When I looked the other way, ramdam mo naman pag sinusundan ka ng tingin diba. aion. Hopya mani pop-corny. Feeling ko lang naman un. Feeling ko lang. Wag kang mainis. xD




:Diary entry amputik. :)

P.S.:>
Andami typo error sa Uno ko na entry. Haha. xD

Thanx Kath for the pic! :D

Woah. At long last. English 2 Research is finally done. Astig namin. That's how you really feel pala noh when a masterpiece is created, all by yourself. Proud baby! Yahoo! Im happy, can you feel it? :) :D Haha. One more thing, we got flat UNO on both presentation and defense! Astig talaga grabe. But our defense was more of self explanatory so its not that really hard compare too the grad students, you know how theirs are really difficult. But im so happy!!! Haha. Eto pa, our research was referred to the CET Library for reference from undergarduate students! Oha! Cant believe pare, ang galing talaga. :) Thanks to my very best friends, my partner YUMIE MANALO and college buddy ERA RED who have helped along the making of these research! :)

UNO. :>

SIR VILL's REFERAL
Our masterpiece. :)

Aww. I missed updating. Haha. Im way too busy to update. Im actually just stealing time to make this post. I am supposed to be typing the recommendations of our research. Hays. Im not relaxed, really. We went home to Laguna last friday and I thought I could have these all done there. But I was so wrong. I crammed up. Haha. Shitness. Me and my sisters were supposed to have a morning jog in the village park yesterday, but me, being so tired wasn't able to wake up by 6am. I woke up at around 7:30 eh mainit na so I decided to finish our ENGLISH research. Yeah, all by myself because I had no YM there and I couldn't contact Yumie because she attended the Holy Supper in church. And yes, from morning to afternoon, straight. Walang palya sa laptop. I kept on typing and typing while my family watched 3 DVDs in a row. Hanep. So im having a brain drain today and I have to finish this by now so I could have it printed outside. Andami kasi. And the stupid pageanation is stupid talaga. I have to like disect my draft. Urgh. And I have to clean my shoes for tomorrow. Wee... civilian day. :)

Then, what else??? I have an ordinary day last friday. I was absent for our NSTP class last saturday. And by next week, I will be absent again because of our Locale's holy supper naman. Now I kept on imagining myself how will I look like on our NSTP Grad day??? Haha. I did not attend the first practice and I need to be absent for the second practice. ASTIG. Haha. kagulyow.

Aion. So, now siguro, even though my mind is really malfunctioning already,I have to work again. And I really have to finish our works. Our defense is tomorrow na, but I guess it will be moved on either Tuesday or Wednesday. Argh. Sir Very Bad is really very bad. I couldn't post pa rin ug pics namin ng bestie ko. Wah... hinahanap nia na eh.

Haist. I need some time to reflect for the Holy Supper. Relax pare, relax. :)