I was exhausted today. And I don't really have enough time to spill stuffs now. The pics I wanted to upload remained on my folders. Argh. The end of September is nearing. Lalala...

Well. What's with today? Almost all my classes today had our last meeting. Aw. Time flies, indeed. Its been half the semester. Days swiftly come and go. And so are the memories. I was haunted again with old stuffs. Even though I wanted to be relieved from the pain of the past, the old days should never be forgotten. It thought me a lot of things and that reminds me of the old happy days. Old days doesn't only mean bad stuffs, right? Aiun.

I missed my family and my sisters esp Mom. She'll leave for Cebu tomorrow (again, company trip...twice in HK and now this?!?!?!?!?) I will not be there when she'll bid us her goodbye. Friday na uwi nia. And I have to call her tomorrow when she arrives pa. T_T I missed Era too, she texted me a while ago. And as I walk along the public school this afternoon, I missed her company. So much for the drama. I missed people. My bestfriend as well. I love you guys, everyday. Hae.

I sawEdward Kuno. Hehe. Happy moment un ah. And the guys I prayed I should not see. Badly, I saw them... Nakajaporms. Haha. And nakaputi si ano, tas si ano, ang wala niang kamatayang polo, at si ano nakaano, pati si ano pasikat ng mp3 tsaka si ano tas si ano. Or ngayon ku na lang napagtatanto na sumisikat na yung comp shop dito sa havens?!? AHHHH...beri bad!












My dear blog. Im sorry I have to do this.
There have been so much pressure lately.
Saka na ang 10k hits.
Im on a blog leave.
Sorry blog, I will make it up for you soon. :(



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I just got home today. Today was the birthday of my brother, Jeff. Now he's 10. Aw. Time flies. indeed. What is up? We had our defense this morning. Oks naman, although it took us 4 hours dahil on the spot pinag-gawa kami ng BAGONG program and pinabago yung docu. Argh. Pero at least. 2 more defenses. Woah. Aja! :)

Been busy lately, and i don't update much coz of the nearing exams. Hays. At long last lapit na rin bakasyon. Woo! :) But I have to suffer for 2 weeks pa. Eon. Also, regarding the accounts, may kumalat sa FS eh. Aw. Pero siguro nga, He made it that way para na rin maayos. (Whut???) Haha. Whatever. Its good I got the chance to check them out even for a short period and to meet a lot from them dahil sa FS. I've found friends, I have discovered stuffs... which is good. I mean, in some way, I guess. But whatever reason was behind that command, I think that was for the better. :)

And a lot has changed and will be changing. Lately I found myself still thinking why... Bakit pati sila? Bakit nakakaapekto yun? Bakit ngayon? Bakit hinayaan pang abutan ko? Galing. Grabe. I mean, why now that I feel their very presence? Anyhoo, it already happened. And that was the final decision. Sigh.

Tomorrow I will be posting some pics. For the archives of the month. I haven't uploaded for like years. Ehe. Matatapos nanaman ang September. :(

Haha. Well. Namiss namin cia. And we saw him this morning. TEK NOT. Hinanap nia kami!!! As in HINANAP nia kami! Haha. Ekzej. He was looking around sa third floor. Haha. (OR si Kath lang, hi kath :) And when he saw us, wee~~ Waved ulit. Haha. Ka-baet. Akalain mo yun. Naalala ko si Ate MB. One time she went inside our room at chinikahan nanaman kami. Haha. Adk talaga un. ;)

Aw. Si Edward Kuno, for 4 days straight nakita ko. Wee~~ Haha. At least. And also, last Monday siguro naalala nia nung last friday, tinunguan nia ko. Haha. Weh? Whatever. Basta. Happy un. Andaming good moments. :)

kahit andami nang good moments, gusto ko pa rin ung atin. T_T

12:30am? I gotta go.

APO of the Philippines

Long live APO Hiking Society!!! Yeah!!!





Great performance. Uber cool. Two thumbs up! :) And si RAYMUND MARASIGAN ng Sandwich sung the intro. Astig grabe, super gwapo!!! Ahaha. Wala pa nung MYX, wala pa nung MTV, meron lang, APO. Yeah!

Lupet ng File Org Case Study namin! Ahaha. Pang professional un ah. Uno dapat. Argh. :D One more pa. Oh. And La Salle lost for the Best of Three games against Ateneo. Im betting on Archers. Hehe. :)

Wah. I miss the house. Haha. Grabe 5 days straight. Today was tiring, as always but good. :) Everytime I go home Friday, parang laging exhausted. Pero oks lang. :)

I went to Tandang Sora at Yumie's house coz we had to do our Case Study. Ansaya kachikahan ni Tita (naks, tita :) Hehe. Naliwanagan ako. ;) After nun, eh nagkayayaan manuod sa CEM. Haha. Yeah! Super cool. :) Went with my room mates Ate Cha, Caisa,Karls and Kimi pero umalis agad si Kimi. Yon.

First Part. I couldn't remember the sentiment I felt the first time I went inside the CEM. My first was last 2003, when my Tito graduated. The only thing I could remember was the chit in the CEM canteen. Hehe. So there, artworks everywhere. Galing nga eh. We were really amzed by the building. Anlinis kasi, super white. Hehe. School type. Aion. We were assisted by "white men". Sa loob ng auditorium nagulat na ko eh...sila kasi. Hehe. And si Ka Erwin pa nag-assist (kuno) sa seat namin. Haha. Ok!

Second Part. Aw. Sulong sa Pagsalubong was sung. Grabe. Kilabot. I was teary-eyed the whole program actually. Kung hindi lang dun sa isang nakakatawang eksena...haha. Lahat sa auditorium nagtawanan. Pero, basta. Magical nga eh. I was touched by the messages they want to explain. Naalala ko yung tito ko. Db, I always tell myself that if I would have been a guy, I am a desperate BEM. And how I badly wish there is a cem for girls. When I see some of them, I always think how do they survive being just like that, dealing simply with life? Go with the flow. And how do they feel the need to enter in the ministry? Why did they chose that way rather than the other way around? It IS complicated. The only thing I have understood is the promise of the gift. And it made me realize the importance of the ministry to the chosen ones. Now I know I should not really interfere. Frustration talaga yung mawalan ng karapatan. And I understood that. Super thankful ako I had the chance to watch the musical. :)

Third Part. That was the last screening, I think. And so after that, there were picture taking. Ansaya nun. Haha. So we found Ate Cha's BEM friends, pa-picture kahit di kilala. :) Tas pa-pic kung kani-kanino. Haha. Go ng go! :) I will post the pics soon. I have to rush after the program coz Mom was already hunting me. Haha. :)

I saw Edward Kuno. Yeah! Napapadalas. ;) He acted kanina. He looks very neat esp. nung nagsuot cia nung pamporma talaga. Haha. Labo. Saw him na nung morning, line man cia dun sa v-ball. We saw each other. Haha. Kagulyow un. Pinicturan kami! Haha. Stolen. "Ayaw na namin magpa-picture eh..." I saw his family ---ata. Hehe. Actually, si MMaB, nasa actors' list din, kaso...di na cia nag-act. Aw. Pero I saw him. We saw each other din. Kaso mejo isolated cia dun sila nakatayo sa malayo ni Matimlot habang kami andun sa stage. Haha. And binati ko si Kuya Andrey coz today was his b-day! Gulat nga cia. FC ako eh. Haha.

~~~Why po? It took me, what? almost 5 months to track you down. Its the only thing that connects me to you... T_T why?

~~~At ikaw? O di nalaman mo na hindi lahat ng ginagaya madali? Im not starting. Sinasabi ko lang. Dein kasi maganda ung ganun, dear. Ako kasi, totoo. Eh kaw ba? Isip.

There. There. There. Long post huh??? :) Wala lang. Happy!

"The field is the world..." --- Matthew 13:38 NIV. :)

Swing Swing Sugar :)

Haha. Nakaw time. Curfew na ko!!! Argh. :) All black and what??? You made me blushed. Haha. Yeah. Wag ka mag-emote maxado. Im a loner as well but you don't need to do that. Healing takes time, dear. Take very good care of everything. ;)

Astig grabe. Haha. Nukayayun???

Busy.Busy.Busy. ------

Dreams cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to a new love...







new love nga ba??? Ahaha. I love you Edward Kuno. Ahaha. Thanks for at least popping out from nowhere. Ahaha. Tama na mehn!!! Deym. :D

'Tis so weird. Im loving the thought of escaping my expectations. Huwatda?!. Good, anyway. I feel this is going to be exciting. ;) I really do not know what I am up to. Haha.

Just got home from Laguna this morning. I have loads of stuffs to do. Case studies for major subs and the breadBORED thing. I might not really update but we'll see. Coz things are really getting better. I would love to spill it all out. :)

Argh!!! Dorm mode!

Salisi Part X


Do the math. ;) The total ends in ANGER.

Ohws? For real? Haha. Yeah. Maybe. Im not mad to him whatsoever but let's just leave it that this way. Its OVER. Spell stop-the-drama. It might be risky and all (coz it's the heart that endures the pain) but wouldn't it be more difficult to let go for deeper emotions? Besides, he had someone else. (whut?) Idk. Its just hard living and believing in things that you know, for your own, will never be granted. Being a friend is the most that I could believe. I couldn't see it the other way around anymore. This is for his sake. As I always say. Im just doing what he tries to do these days which is "mag-bagong buhay". :)

And so with this, is the LAST Salisi...

Monday. 08012008. Saw him. Morning in trike. Noon at trike. Afternoon in Central. After my usual panata, Denden & me took the stairs coz I don't want to squeeze in with BEM people in the small elevator. Mabuti na lang... coz pagbaba namin, waiting for the elevator din sila MMaB and his friends. Haha. Sabay lingon pa daw si Bamboo Tree sabi ni Denden. Now, he was the problem. Idk and I do not want to elaborate.

Wednesday. 08032008. Saw him. Central. I was blabbing about Tin-tin waiting for me at the Caf when suddenly, he came with Matimlot. So this was a little embarrassing coz of the small gate. Haha.

Den: Asan ba si Tin?

Me: Sa dorm. Pag wala kasi ciang kasabay super aga nia dito. Nakakaawa naman mag-isa lang cia dun sa Mcdo minsan...

(they came...) YUKO mode. :P

Yuko mode din sila which made it harder for us to see where we were going. I do not know whether to turn left or to turn right. Eh his left feet was like turning left na mejo lito if his twisting it right coz Matimlot was at his right back. So my feet was like that as well, my left feet was about to turn left na (my way) when he turned his feet to his left (his way) din! Haha. Labo!Shit, bunggo. Haha. No. He quickly twisted it right (his way) so he wouldn't bump on me. Haha. And muntikan tuloy mabunggo nia si Matimlot. Haha. Muntikan naman kami ni Denden. Hehe.

There. My last salisi. Eleven? I guess I would still have my salisis with him but I don't think I will still be kilig. Haha. My 10 Salisis were fun. It made my stay in Era somehow, unforgettable. And because of this, I gained new friends. Change of heart? No, but Im almost there. Im praying now to be his friend, really. Perhaps things are just meant to be that way.

Thank you Mr. Mataas ang Balikat. Hehe. (i just realized what an awkward name I gave him :)

Smile everyday. Or else, you'll make me like you again with that serious faceted look. ;)

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The past days have been really tiring. We had our 21st anniversary for the Dako ng Jade kanina. It was so much fun. My hardworks were paid by the satisfaction of the kids. :) Some of the kids kanina, below. :D More years to go and this kids (hopefully) would replace us as the Jade MT's. :)

Mehn, back to dorm tomorrow. Boohoo. :(

Banjing-banjing

Ahaha. Natatawa ako sa title! Pag pa-petiks petiks ka at pa-easy easy ka, pa-banjing banjing ka! Haha.

Whatever.

Today was super happy. Although this morning, I didn't feel like going to school. Bangag lang, dein naman puyat. So what, what, what??? Wait lang, couldn't rewind stuffs clearly super natutuwa ako. I have to make this fast coz my sisters would call by 9. Argh. :)

Morning. I had a good PE. Super nasulit ko yung court. Haha. Super pinagpawisan ako today which is good. :) 98 ako sa midterm grade ko! (weh, si Bryan din daw??? NO!!! :P) Astig yung doubles namin ni Jays, natuwa ako. Haha. :D Too bad my classmate Tin was hurt during JJ's game. I had to accompany her sa clinic coz her lip was bleeding... as in kahit di ko carry, kineri ko. Haha. (Hi tin :) Then super bumenta ung sinabi samin nung taga clinic.

He told tin:
Iha, may boyfriend ka ba? Bawal muna ang torrid kissing.

Haha. Benta to sa block. Haha. After that, mejo good time ako kay Sir Jay although last night I saw him (and he saw me) in St. Jo na nakapambahay. Yokong may nakakakita saking nakapambahay dito sa QC. Haist.

Next, me and Den-den had our panata. I'll keep this secret first. Im taking a BAO on my salisi. I had my last salisi na. Haha. Ayos naman. Basta mehn! :D

Then, the church worship service was really really good. I mean, super tagos ba, I was all ears kanina I do not want to think about anything else! I remember the verses Malakias 2:16 and I Corinthians 11:7. Oha oha? Haha. T'was all about the marriage and how a wife and a husband keep their binds together. Will actually tell my parents these when they call! Haha. Adiksyones.

We saw Yumie's family after. Aion. Bonggang-bongga sinabay kami pauwi. Haha. :)

Wah...then next, I ate at Crest alone. Haha. Jinit nga eh. So there, mejo ilang coz parang lahat ng nakain dun kilala ko na. Argh. And I was surprised when I saw Keljoy in front of the line. Shit, ba't dito na yan nakain? So, banjing kuware, dein nia naman ako maxado kilala. Haha. And wala naman sila.........or so I thought. Haist. Dyahe pa wala ko tray kanina, ahaha, then when I was looking for a seat na naging shit. shit. shit. Haha. Sila!!! Haist!!! Ba't andito na sila kumakain??? Pambansang kainan naba toh ng mga BEMO??? Tae. Haha. Basta na mehn. Deym. I was swallowing food as fast as I could to finish the dinner. I hurried after kasi dun sila nakapwesto sa labas. Hayayays...

Bili ako ng cloud nine. And then, boom! Ang ka-lokal naming si Ka Erwin, nakita ko!!! Ahaha. Kiligness to the max naman ako. AT LONG LAST, after almost 4 months since the start of the class, nagkita na kami. Wee~~~ Haha.

Oxa oxa. I have to go na talaga. I seem to hunger for the cloud nine I bought. Super happy. :))

Aja. :D xD

I saw him thrice this day. :) Good. He was good, though. Idk but will not consider it as another moment. Next time. The last salisi should be something different.

Im happy, at least. :)

I saw a pic of him. Ahaha. Subra tawa ko. Hahaha. Silent laughs. :D
Will change skin, really really soon. wee~~~