Libre.

Today was exhausting. Hahaha. Pero I will tell stories soon. I just wanna share this stuff.

Dismissal. Lunch. Patapon2 game. Uwi. Panata. Bus.

Saw men in magic baronggay. Haha. Saw someone UNfamiliar in barong. Hurried to the bus. He hurried as well. 3rd row. He was somewhere sa likod.

Konduktor: San po kayo?
R: ??? (dahil bangag. haha.) uh. Taft.
K: Ha?
R: Taft. Malvar.
K: Maya ka na magbayad.
R: Oh. ok.

Espana. Lumipat si UNfamiliar sa place ko. Dumaan si konduktor.

R: Kuya...
K: Maya na lang.

ZZZ. Hahaha. Nakatulog ako. >. Tapos, pinalipat kami ng bus. Si UNfamiliar, puro tingin. Hm. Hindi pa din ako siningil. Hahaha. Nakarating ako ng Malvar ng walang pamasahe. :D Tas si UNfamiliar....

U: Dito ka na?
R: Opo.

Jeepney ride. Aba. Sumabay din. Tsk. Something fishy.

U: Bayad ho... dalawa.
R:(pantig tenga. hahaha.)
U: Wag na.
R: ???
U: Sa Era ka pala.
R: ??? Kuya tiga-Paco po ba kau?
U: Ou kaya. Kilala nga kita.
R: (lunok.)
U: Ikaw si Regine db?
R: (lunok. lunok.)
U: Pati mga kapatid mo kilala ko.
R: (nanlalaki mata ko eh. haha.) Huh? Ah eh bakit po? Panu nio po ko nakilala?
U: Mga taga-south. South super highway.(dako ng PNK)
R: Wala po akong ka-close sa South...or kakilala.
U: Kay Paulo.
R: (Pakadaming paulo sa mundo, wui!)
U: Paulo. Road2.
R: BEM po ba kau? Ba't indi kau nagdodorm?
U: Prep...at ayoko magdorm dahil pedi naman.

**secret na ung iba. hoho.**

To make the story short, natalo ko ung kapatid kong 5peso lang ang pamasahe pauwi. Eh ako?! bongga. Hahaha. Libreng libre! :D Hahaha. Pakasaya. :))

Summer is over. SUMMER is indeed over. Elaborate? Hahaha. Saka na lang. :]

My sis had her first day kanina. Nakakatuwa cia dahil sakin na-late cia sa first class. Pero it was good. She managed to do well. It was good seeing her very comfortable with the surroundings. I mean, hindi cia na-culture shock. She had friends agad. And everything must have fallen right into their respective places for her good first day. :]

It feels great na nakikita ko na cia sa school. Kasama ko na ulit cia. May kachikahan na ulit ako. Nakakatuwa. :] back when I was her age, I was with my former classmate Era. We were doing the Panata thing and one of my prayers was to let one of my siblings experience the very unique sentiment I had with the environment. :)) Ewan ko ha. Pero iba xe sa school. Iba talaga pag brethrens nakapalibot seo. 

Finally. It was granted. :) She was so lucky coz she had new friends agad. My friends helped her with her classes. My classmates greeted her. She met my friends. Hindi talaga cia na-outkast. Unlike ako, nuon, nung freshie. Pinagtatawanan nila ako kasi mag-isa ako sa lobby. Shitty. Hahaha. One of the worst times nung freshie ako nun. Super hirap mag-adjust. Tapos biglang super iba ng enviro. It was sickening.

Now I know why HE had chosen Era to be my school. Minsan talaga noh, late mo nalalaman yung purpose. Natutuwa ako kasi yung mga experiences ko before, hindi na cia naexperience ng Sis ko dahil I've been there. I learned. And I taught her. Well, hopefully, she'll get well with her studies. And make more more more friends. :D

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Ang 3 buhai pag-ibig ko kanina, nakita ko. :)) So much for my first day. :D And finally, nagkita na ulit kami. We're back on Smiling terms. Hahaha. Super natutuwa talaga ako sa kanya. He makes my day. :]

Finally. I learned to let him go. Mahirap. Napakahirap. Lalo na, alam ko pag nakita ko siya andun pa rin ung... lub-dub. Haha. But the former extraordinary will be ordinary. Promise. My prayers are being granted one by one. I have prayed to let me let you go. Etong prayer na to ang nanyayare NA ngayon. :( Lumalamig na. Pero sana wag kang bumaligtad. Huwag. Na huwag. Hardest move, dear. I know with each day, magkakalimutan din tayo. :[

Aja talaga. 

Finally, natapos din. Super...hirap...

Nenroll ako sa Adamson University BED. I was hesitant then to continue my studies dahil super naninibago ako sa environment. Pakadaming studyante. Pero dahil trip ko ung thrill, aja lang. In some way, napakalaki din ng naging influence nung environment ng school sa perceptions ko sa buhay, kaya siguro may standards din ako. Waha. Don't get me wrong. I meant it sa decision-making lang naman. Ok? :]

After 2years, I had my college days in New Era. Sa uulitin, I was hesitant to pursue ComSci there because of 2 things, 1. Super malayo sa bahay & 2. Feeling ko di ganun ka-develop yung CS course dun (which I proved wrong, promise! :) Tapos...tapos. Haha. Binaligtad ng Era yung mundo ko! And all the aspects of my whole being, mejo tinapik nia. Hahaha. And dahil anlayo ng agwat ng environment ng college ko sa HS ko, lalo kong nafeel yung maturity around stuffs.

Kanina lang, I visited Meggie Antoni's multiply. BFF ko nung HS. And nakita ko yung oldpics naming nakakapanloko lang. Haha. Di ko akalain na ganun kabilis ang panahon. Shemai. Nakakaemo ah. Hahaha. Recently kasi, di na ko nakakasama sa kanila. Ako talaga ang pinakabusy sa ASTISTA. Hoho. Namiss ko na ung UAAP days namin, ung university hopping! Ung flag ceremony na on-the-spot hihilahin ako magpanatang makabayan , ung internet mode ng 6am ng umaga tsaka ung pagbabasa ng horoscope sa Libre, haha. Yung July's cheering squad *ehem* Haha, yung Timawa at Awamit, ung pagiging President ko sa classroom, ung moments namin ni Fereli sa Baywalk, ung half-days gala! Hahaha. At lahat ng cm8s ko nung HS na mejo nalayo na talaga sa paningin ko, HELLO. :] Di ko pinaghandaan tong post na to eh, bigla lang talaga kayong lahat sumapul sa utak ko. Hehe.

Ayai. Finished Baguio trip na din sa wakas... and classes were moved on 15th of June resulting to longer waiting days. Ox lang. Di ako excited eh. But since nakita ko si someone who caught me when I felt so blue during the lovely rainy days... (nudaw?!haha.) I felt so inspired to go to classes na. Ayiii. :)) Hopefully I would have good semester ahead. :] And super napaparanoid ako sa mga bagay na di ko alam kung dapat isipin or what. Ang gulo kasi... or super napapaisip nga lang talaga ako? Puro what ifs. Hahaha. Mahirap na. :[

Privated archives for secrecy purposes. Saka na ulit pag humupa na ang tensyon. Hae. Loooong update soon. x(

Parting of ways doesn't necessarily mean parting of memories...paulit ulit kong sinasabi. x))

I had a great time this summer partly, because of your vivid stories. Well I wish I have imparted some that are worth remembering. It will be a while, but we'll see. Thanks sa mga trust nio and goodluck with your careers. :] I do not know how to pour down what my thoughts wanted me to say in a way that I will not sound so ridiculous. Hahaha. Pero yep, hopefully friends will be friends. :]

At ke Pranses?! :] wuhaha. special mention? >. Past is past? Haha. Wala naman sakin un...wan ko lang sayo. peace! Kaya mu ean. Terjir na eh. Im sure you'll get over her in no time once things settle down. Mahirap sir, pero go-ness lang. :] Heychumor padin. Hahahaha.

At ikaw, uo ikaw. Hahaha. Makakalimutan ko din tong summer na to. You're passing your old sentiments to me. Im trying to adapt your wants. And Im sure I'll get with this well. I would secretly endure stuffs so as to save a relationship. I will never regret everything I knew about you and how I was meant to go with you in your journey. I never thought my prayers would last this long. I would be able to forget you soon... I will try to workout the eraser in my head. Hopefully, I would be just successful, like how my heart difficultly cling to my rightful thoughts, rather than being polite to my emotions.