Sometimes, we found ourselves always seeking for answers because of inexplicable questions running through our mind. Lately I wonder why I have pondered so many questions in my mind and why i keep on seeking for its answers. Sometimes, you just have to experience the question first. IDK how to explain but, yeah. This past week had been so absurd. I was happy then I got sad and I got mad and more. I kept on asking myself complicated stuffs than simple 4W's and H. I have so many questions and I have no idea where to get the answers. I am surprised my mind had not been malfunctioning even though it carries, aside from the questions, tasks I need to fulfill.

Tonight, I feel empty. I seem to miss a week of my life. I think that I have spent this week trying to find answers to my questions. And it was really hard especially when its you against the world... Only you conquering the war.

I miss my friends. IDK why I miss them much. I want to keep it up to them.
I miss my 2best classmates. Whom I spent my time much lately.
I miss FRESHMEN days.
I miss completing my Panata.
I miss schoolworks.
I miss being care-free.
I miss my family.
I miss my old dorm.
I miss PNK.
I miss him.
I miss everything.

Recently, everything was complicated. It didn't seem so well. Its hard putting everything back to their places, really.

So I keep on praying. Prayers, dear. Prayers.

Hi blog. I moved to dorm already. I've been doing so well. But I still feel lonely about thinking that my dorm mates are not as constant stayers unlike when I was in Haven. But Im trying to always adjust and understand. Recently, I've been really busy. I miss my friends. :( And the other stuffs I usually do during breaks. I hate it now that even my dorm stuffs are not organized yet. I sleep late. And I have this burden inside about my school. Coz they were not supporting me. But I prayed as always.

BTW. I blogged coz I want to mark this day. :) I had breakfast with the Brothers. :D With that Green Gentleman I told my blog once. It was just different hanging out with them. :) And its the first time I got to talk with them, as in regarding close stuffs, you know. Hopefully I would learn to speak out much soon. :D I don't really feel that comfortable yet with them. Hehe.

Im off to school. And later, I'll be out with my friends. I miss them much even though we're classmates. Its been really hectic. Will update much soon blog.

Miss you. :(